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Hi, Dreamwidth! Like a lot of people in the wake of the Great Tumblr NSFW Content Purge, I've decided to give this journalling thing a go.

I've spent a lot of time thinking about fandom communities since the first dregs of Tumblr's purge began back in November, and have been reading a lot of discussions about them, along with most of the rest of fandom. I find the conversations that are happening right now - about fandom migration, fandom platform(s) of the future, decentralised fandom, and how we can own the servers on social media to prevent this happening (yet) again - absolutely fascinating. (I've also been documenting them on Fanlore, which is my obligatory plug/invitation for you to join me if you're interested in that kind of thing. It's a lot of fun :D)

They've also made me think a lot about my own perspective on all of this, my fannish history, and my participation in fandom. Here's where I'm at right now.

I tend to think of myself as a, well, not a Fandom Old exactly, but someone who's been around fandom a while. I was writing fanfiction long before I had access to the internet (and that's just as well - the less said about those early Famous Five, Pokémon and Harry Potter fics, the better), but I consider 2004 to be the year when I entered fandom: when I started taking character quizzes to develop characters from my totally-original-Xiaolin-Showdown-and-Code-Lyoko fusion story, stumbled upon Quizilla, and discovered fanfiction. A year later, a friend told me about Fanfiction.net and the rest is basically history.

So, 14 years of reading and writing fanfiction, making the odd bit of fanart, writing and recording filks, occasionally cosplaying, participating in a few online fan communities, running an IRL fanworks group, and most recently, obsessively editing a fandom wiki and volunteering with the Organisation for Transformative Works is enough to make me feel like I've been around the block a few times. Especially those last two.

And yet listening (I'm using that term figuratively, because they're all online discussions) to other fans talk about fandom communities and fandom migration often makes me feel like I've been doing fandom... not wrong, but at least differently to most people.

For example, a lot of discussions of fannish communities and fandom migration seem to revolve around the idea of fans making one website into their Fannish Home, on which they Do Fandom, until eventually some corporation comes along and pulls the rug out from under them, forcing them to migrate elsewhere. So, for a lot of fans, LiveJournal was their Fannish Home, until Strikethrough/Boldthrough pulled the rug out from under them (and I know that the actual death of LJ wasn't anywhere near as sudden as that metaphor implies, but I'm simplifying for the sake of brevity), and for many other fans, Tumblr was their Fannish Home, and the recent NSFW content purge has now begun to pull the rug out from under that. And while people might not use their Fannish Home exclusively to Do Fandom, the implication is that they mainly use it to Be Fannish. At least, that's how it comes across to me.

I don't have a Fannish Home in my narrative. I never really got into journal fandom - as a teenager, I didn't see the point of blogging (since I thought it was basically for writing about your day, which I find boring) and was proud of never posting a single entry to my personal LiveJournal, though I was part of some fandom-specific comms and posted stories to those. I missed them when they fell inactive around 2009-2010-ish, but I had no idea why that had happened and didn't find out until many years later. I didn't know anyone on the site to talk to.

Tumblr is the same - I was aware of what was happening on the site pretty early this time because of the OTW (i.e. I heard about it from people in the Org whose sources are infinitely better than mine), but I've never made friends there or found a community. The only two fannish communities whose collapses have really affected me are Quizilla, and Pottermore. As I've said, Quizilla was my gateway into fandom, and I made my first internet friends there. I remember my despair when I realised that the blanket implementation of the Story format (which was ironically supposed to cater to long-form writing) had decimated all of the fics I loved and had bookmarked. But Quizilla was never my Fannish Home; it was more of a publishing platform with social features, like Fanfiction.net, and I only ever published one quiz series to it myself. By the time it died, I had already moved on to reading and publishing all of my fic on FF.net.

The loss of Pottermore hit me much harder, but Pottermore was a weird case to begin with: the community grew around Pottermore the website, but mostly interacted away from it (on Facebook). When the site killed its interactive features in 2015, our community died along with it, even though we had the same means of interacting with each other that we'd always had. (There was a mass migration to HEX, another Harry Potter gaming/discussion community, but I was one of those that never really made the leap across). Most people also don't know about the small but extremely dedicated fandom that grew up around Pottermore, so I can't really discuss what happened with anyone. Still, Pottermore is probably the closest that I've come to having a Fannish Home (even though the site where most of it happened was actually Facebook - and a number of dedicated spin-off sites), and I still feel like I'm grieving its loss more than three years later.

Maybe I'll dedicate a separate post to The Tragic Tale of Pottermore Fandom.

Anyway. Do most fans have - or have they at some point had - an all-purpose online community that serves as the focal point for all their fandom activity, or am I misreading things? Either way, it made me think about what I look for in a fannish community. Because I was never that big on Tumblr, I'm not a "Tumblr refugee" or looking for a replacement for it, but all the discussions and ideas that have been sparked off by its (possible, potential) demise made me want to explore some new places.

I spent most of my online life on forums. Specifically, Gaia Online, plus a handful of roleplay-specific forums and one fan forum (Hide the Rum, a Pirates of the Caribbean fan community for Will/Elizabeth shippers). But with the exception of HtR, I wasn't being fannish on those forums 90% of the time. I started off roleplaying (and I was part of a few fannish RPs, but again they were in the minority) and then moved on to avatar creation contests, art and writing contests, running a comics studio, and a whole host of other stuff I don't even remember. Gaia was my primary online hangout for about eight years (2004 to 2012, roughly), but most of that wasn't fan activity.

But I met fans on there, mostly anime fans (if you wanted to be very broad strokes about it, I suppose Gaia Online could be considered an anime fan website, but there was a lot more to it than that), and made friends with them and messaged them on AIM or MSN, and that was how I did my fannish socialising. It wouldn't be accurate to say that we met through fandom, since I met most if not all of them through roleplays. But we were all fans of something, and a lot of those interests overlapped.

My point is that I think the narratives we construct around online fan communities/fannish social networks and fandom migration tend to characterise certain websites as the be-all and end-all of fannish activity (i.e. the primary purpose of fans being on those websites is to Do Fandom, and when they migrate they go to Do Fandom somewhere else), and I can't relate to that, but I have no idea if that's just me, or if it's not and I'm just misreading/over-simplifying the narrative. Maybe it's just the circles I now move in, which are dominated by people who were either once in LiveJournal fandom and miss it, or are in Tumblr fandom and are trying to figure out how to replace it.

For me, I've realised that what I miss most are forum communities, where I could talk about anything and everything, but with the knowledge that the people around me were all fans of something, and wouldn't treat being fannish as something unusual, even though our primary purpose for being there wasn't fandom or fanworks. I haven't been looking for a new fannish community so much as just an online community where I can be fannish.

The OTW's main chat space has definitely been one such community for me, and the fact that it's technically private but still very large (the OTW is made up of hundreds of volunteers) gives it that public-but-private feel that I enjoyed during my forum days. However, it still feels like a bit of a bubble - and the fact that I volunteer there under my legal name (which is why, if you're reading this and are an OTW volunteer, you might not recognise me) and don't want to link it directly to my fannish handle (this one) has restricted many of the ways that I can be fannish there.

The other thing I miss so badly from my forum days is anonymity, or maybe I should say pseudonymity: going by a name that has no connection to my legal name (or Muggle name, as we called it on Pottermore), but is nevertheless me, and not having to worry about what I say being found by tutors or employers, or about whether it's contributing to my professional profile. Even before these conversations about Tumblr and fan communities began, I was looking for a way to bring that back into my life. I joined a new social network, Mastodon, under my fandom name - and promptly found nothing to do there, as my "fan self" had no friends xD I also dusted off a WordPress blog from my late uni/early journalism days where I used to blog about fandom, web culture and digital journalism, unpublished the couple of posts I'd published as part of my coursework (I hated having to do that, but my journalism course required us to have A Blog, and I didn't want to start up another one) and revived it.

The Mastodon story has a happy ending, as I was invited to join an instance called fandom.ink which is quite small and intimate, but full of fannish folks, and I can talk about anything and everything there - including, but not limited to, fandom :3 I've found some Marvel fans to squee with, some fellow bookworms, and some interesting chatter about politics and -punk subgenres. While it's only been a couple of days, I'm having a lot of fun there so far, and it's given me a lot of renewed hope in finding new online communities where I can be myself without having to overthink things.

With any luck, this one will be another :D

Date: 2019-01-01 12:59 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] alisx
My point is that I think the narratives we construct around online fan communities/fannish social networks and fandom migration tend to characterise certain websites as the be-all and end-all of fannish activity [...] and I can't relate to that, but I have no idea if that's just me
Definitely not just you!

Because I am Extremely Old™️ I've always kept my online presence centralized around websites I own. Like, I will crosspost content to where the community presences are at (ref. e.g. here), but I treat it as a transient interaction and always have an archive/home base I own. So it's not such a big deal when third-party sites and communities come and go.

It wasn't necessarily a conscious choice to do things like that, though. I just... always have. And happened to luck into it working out pretty well (lol).

Date: 2019-01-02 09:09 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] alisx
It changes, I've found? Usually when a platform is new-ish, I think people tend to be more open to finding new people and so things feel "friendlier". Then things hit some kind of critical mass, one way or the other, and things get ossified, the "influencers" and the wank moves in, and the honeymoon period ends. After that it's pretty much keeping one's head down, waiting for an implosion and for the Next Big Thing to come around again. u_u

(Yes, I'm jaded lol. But... I really have seen this pattern repeat. Over and over and over again...)

Date: 2019-01-01 05:05 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ljwrites
This is such an interesting perspective! I've generally had the more conventional "Fannish Home" experience, flocking from one site to another even when I owned my own sites, so it's interesting to see a different narrative. And welcome to fandom.ink!

Date: 2019-01-03 09:44 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ljwrites
Oh man, the memories. I first started out on FFN posting Harry Potter fanfiction. This was in 1999 and I also got on a couple of HP-themed fan fora and I think a Yahoo! a mailing list. I guess this was an era where I didn't have a central fannish home, unless you count FFN which was more a repository for fic. I was there for FFN's NC-17 ban, though I wasn't terribly engaged in the issue.

In the early and mid-aughts I drifted away from HP but got into other fandoms, mostly Final Fantasy VIII and Inuyaha, and joined a FFVIII forum centered around a pairing. I guess my fannish home at this point was that forum, though arguably the more abiding locus of activity was FFN. I got on LJ around 2010 when I got into Avatar: The Last Airbender. LJ was post-Strikethrough and long past its heyday, but DW was emerging as an alternative and I slid over painlessly due to the crossposting function. I was getting more comments on LJ than DW for a couple of years after I was posting mainly from DW, though that is no longer true.

In the mid-10s I went kicking and screaming over to Tumblr because that was where fandom was. There was little fandom activity on DW and it was hard to find people to follow. I hated Tumblr because it was so different from DW and I couldn't figure it out, but then became an enthusiastic user, especially as my primary fandom became Star Wars, and it ate my brain big time. I reconnected with many of my LJ/DW friends on Tumblr and made new friends too.

Perhaps proving that the medium is the message, the different types of posts Tumblr enables--plus its free image hosting--led me to make other types of fan works, such as edits and visual parallel posts. Tumblr helped me branch out as a fan and I don't regret the time I spent on it. It was, perhaps more than anything else, my Fannish Home. This was also when I started posting more to AO3 than FFN (yes, I am a hopeless dinosaur) and even got on Discord for a while, completing the Tumblr-AO3-Discord triumvirate of late-tens fandom.

It might be too dramatic to say I followed fandom out of Tumblr after the Great Nipple Debacle, since my Tumblr is still there and I'm still logged on occasionally. I did reduce my usage drastically, though, both because I object to the direction the platform is going and because of the personal drama I experienced there. I think I can call Fandom.ink and DW my fannish homes now, and I'm adjusting to the new pace while trying to figure out how to use these platforms. I've written about the advantages of DW over Tumblr as a repository for content and I look forward to organizing my own stuff here, though the limited image hosting is going to be a problem.

I'm still in touch with my closest Tumblr friends since I still log on occasionally to chat, and became closer to some on Mastodon and DW that I also knew from Tumblr but didn't interact with that often. Many I will drift away from some due to my lesser engagement with Tumblr, which is okay. I'm just thankful for the relationships that have lasted through multiple fandoms and platform changes--DW, Tumblr, and now back to DW/Mastodon.

Date: 2019-01-13 03:57 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] ljwrites
I think the process of going from hating to obsessing over Tumblr was almost like remaking my brain? Once I figured out tags and notes, then got a little popular and started jonesing for notes and comments, it really took over my mind and provided this constant high. It was overwhelming and really too much, but the stimulation was also unbearable to get away from. It says something that my DW use almost completely died down during this time--it's like I had one mode for Tumblr's pace and another for DW's and never the twain shall meet.

That's one of the great things about Tumblr, that a post can circulate and even fans of small fandoms can connect with each other and get known. I've seen content from other small fandoms circulate on Tumblr too that I would have had a hard time finding anywhere else. That effect becomes a bit overwhelming on big fandoms which are already fairly well-connected. It's why I believe Pillowfort is doing something worthwhile by recreating Tumblr's reblog and tag systems while hopefully curbing Tumblr's worst impulses.

Date: 2019-01-12 09:55 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] goldenfalls
Not distinguishing between fandom and non-fandom is also something I experienced in my earlier days in fandom. I started out as a lurker (because of internet safety talks and also fear that people wouldn't like me) on a Pokemon fansite's forums, and it was much the same as I had boen doing in non-fannish rp forums on creature designing/breeding sites like Wajas. So to me it didn't seem like a very different experience, it was just people were talking about a specific interest of mine that was Pokemon instead of something like wolves or dragons.

Discovering fanfiction through that site, and later through a specific user discovering FFN and kind of LiveJournal (I followed their blog but couldn't figure out the interface to find anything else I liked) and then later AO3 wasn't very distinct from my other experiences online. I think the only difference was that I was more comfortable with fanfiction, having read it for a number of years, and thus commented and was more open to talking about fannish things in relation to it. But I don't think I've ever had one true fannish home. Maybe AO3, since I'm always on it and looking for fics, but while it'd be a gigantic loss to me if it disappeared, most of my actual fannish community interaction happens elsewhere in chats on Slack or Discord or irl or on the forum Sufficient Velocity (which you may be interested in checking out, it's a multitopic forum with a bent towards sci-fi/some anime and has a strong fannish presence, including fanworks and interactive fiction (Quests)).

I'm not a lurker now as I do participate in things, but maybe it's my heritage as a lurker and the fact that I don't put out a ton of content (or at least am specific about who I put out my content to) that means I've never really had a fandom home? Idk, it's interesting to think about.

Date: 2019-01-09 05:53 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] tozka
I am not a fanwork CREATOR so all my fannish interaction has (almost by necessity) taken place on social media/other websites, even when I have my own space. Like, I just recently started a new website to keep copies of my things, but I don't expect to have any interaction on it, because everyone else is on different sites. So I've definitely run into that feeling of, like, trying to find the "next big fannish site" and then finding it (maybe), trying to make a home, getting more comfortable, liking it, and then getting it yanked away because of corporate greed or something. Bleh.

(I linked to your post on my post here btw!)

Date: 2019-01-14 07:17 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] duskpeterson
"I haven't been looking for a new fannish community so much as just an online community where I can be fannish."

Ditto; I miss long meta discussions. Though we're having a lot of them now about the state of fandom!

I had the odd experience in the mid-00s of seeing the fanfic lists at Yahoo Groups go quieter and quieter, and having no idea why, until someone clued me in to the fact that fandom was moving to LiveJournal.

But even then, I knew that fandom was scattered all over the place - even more so than now, I think. We had massive directories to try to keep track of where everyone was on the web, as well as a zillion archives.

Date: 2019-01-22 10:10 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] duskpeterson

"2011 was when I discovered AO3, and by extension the OTW"

I stumbled across fanfic by accident myself, though I'd known about SF fandom since I was a teen. Once I found one fanfic site, I began bouncing all over the fanfic web, by way of links and webrings. That eventually led me to the e-mail lists, and since there was a directory of fanfic e-mail lists, it wasn't hard to find the ones that interested me.

Were you doing fannish stuff before you knew of the existence of fandom?

"Do you know why people migrated away from those lists? Did something change about Yahoo Groups, or was it more that LiveJournal provided a more attractive space?"

I missed that whole discussion. :) I don't recall that there were any grievances being voiced at the e-mail lists I belonged to, besides the usual grumblings about Stupid Corporations That Are Determined To Spoil Fannish Space. LJ offered a number of advantages over lists - I can't begin to convey what it was like to have to format and post multi-chapter fic to multiple e-mail lists - but I'm guessing that the social factor was the big one. I always laugh at the official "social media history" timeline, because the folks who create such timelines almost invariably forget LiveJournal.

(Unless, of course, they've watched The Social Network. It's creepy to think that Mark Zuckerburg was posting those awful messages at LJ about his female classmates, just around the time that all those fangirls were arriving at LJ.)

Date: 2019-01-29 11:00 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] duskpeterson

Good question. I think blogging becomes social media when the blogging network makes it easy to read and comment at other blogs - that would have been whenever LJ added its Reading page.

After all, Twitter is a microblogging platform, and one could argue that Facebook - like its predecessor, MySpace - is a blogging platform also, with its status updates. When Mark Zuckerburg co-created Facebook, he was obviously paying attention to what LiveJournal did successfully.

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